Tuesday, April 23, 2013

My Pride Seeks a Vagina Part 2

                                                                                                                      July 21, 2012 4:45 PM

     Just returned from my grandma's house, she's well which is a relief because my mother made it sounds like her mom dying the last time we spoke. Grandma seems more relaxed when it's just me and cousins around. the abandoned railroad town she makes her home in seems much the same as it always does, when I was a kid my mother called it 'The Town The time Forgot', though to call the place a town is an extreme overstatement. My Grandma asked me if I could 'cyber-beg' online for her to get enough money to repair the train depot. I told her I could probably cause some awareness for the project but also that I wouldn't want to spend much time on it since I plan on knocking the depot down and building a Buddhist temple on the property after she dies. It was a joke, but either way she wasn't very thrilled with the idea but I take heart in knowing she'll be dead before it ever happened so her opinion on the subject would be moot. Back 'home' one of the roommates voiced some concerns about the frequency of my stays. Apparently Aaron, Richards roommate, is really particular about his morning routine though I didn't get any specifics out of Richard about it.

"So let's try to get it down to like two nights a month and you can only sleep on my couches..." Said Richard matter-of-factly.

I know this is just the way of things, even if ones presence is entirely complimentary to all the roommates eventually someone when complain and then.it's over. Back to the shelter, if it's not overcrowded yet, onward to Bianca's if it is. It's kind of scary not knowing where you're gonna sleep at night, i just take heart that if I take care of the moment right now... I'll be in school in a month and have enough left over to get a place of my own. my Grandmother gave me 25$ which will go directly to paying the back rent on my storage unit. Everything helps, it was actually the money from my birthday card she never sent earlier that year.

" I wrote you a letter too, " My Grandma told me earlier that day. " asking you to help me with something..." She never said what though.

I planned to attend a speaker meeting tonight, really need a spiritual Heimlich maneuver right now to lift my spirits. So if that's gonna happen I need to put this down and find Bianca in short order. 

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