July 11, 2012
I made out with Eve a few times last night, even spent the night in her apartment. She said she wanted me at the end of the night but that the timing was bad. It was nice but I didn't exactly see fireworks. I was honest with her, told her I didn't want to hurt her and that I'm not able to be in a relationship right now. Big Sam from the homeless shelter is sitting in the T.V. room with me at the YMCA right now, snoring like a chainsaw. I need to tread carefully with Eve.I don't see a prolonged relationship. A big black dude just got up and left the room;
" Can't hear the television." he grumbled on the way out.
If there is a muscle that makes a person snore... Sam's must be HUGE.
Got my Dad's address off the internet today and then realized I lost my mother's. I'll conjoin all the information tonight at the homeless shelter. Then I just need the 50$ registration fee and to write a mini-essay about why I want to attend this college. Blah Blah Blah! My mentor 'JP' says;
" Just tell it like it is."
I plan to, minus all the homeless, unemployed, alcoholic narrative... so really I don't plan to just tell it like it is. Actually I also need the placement tests and the financial aid run-around. I'd like to be done with all this by the end of next week... we'll see.
Tonight and tomorrow are jam-packed. If I pack anymore into the stream of life in the next 48 hours my head might explode. The goal right now is to just keep moving forward like a shark and not stall out and suffocate. If I can finish my application for college and my 7th step prayer-rewrite tonight... I'll be satisfied. If I can finish and start my next book on Buddhism I'll be even more satisfied. Now it's time to take care of the moment and the moment is weightlifting.
I made out with Eve a few times last night, even spent the night in her apartment. She said she wanted me at the end of the night but that the timing was bad. It was nice but I didn't exactly see fireworks. I was honest with her, told her I didn't want to hurt her and that I'm not able to be in a relationship right now. Big Sam from the homeless shelter is sitting in the T.V. room with me at the YMCA right now, snoring like a chainsaw. I need to tread carefully with Eve.I don't see a prolonged relationship. A big black dude just got up and left the room;
" Can't hear the television." he grumbled on the way out.
If there is a muscle that makes a person snore... Sam's must be HUGE.
Got my Dad's address off the internet today and then realized I lost my mother's. I'll conjoin all the information tonight at the homeless shelter. Then I just need the 50$ registration fee and to write a mini-essay about why I want to attend this college. Blah Blah Blah! My mentor 'JP' says;
" Just tell it like it is."
I plan to, minus all the homeless, unemployed, alcoholic narrative... so really I don't plan to just tell it like it is. Actually I also need the placement tests and the financial aid run-around. I'd like to be done with all this by the end of next week... we'll see.
Tonight and tomorrow are jam-packed. If I pack anymore into the stream of life in the next 48 hours my head might explode. The goal right now is to just keep moving forward like a shark and not stall out and suffocate. If I can finish my application for college and my 7th step prayer-rewrite tonight... I'll be satisfied. If I can finish and start my next book on Buddhism I'll be even more satisfied. Now it's time to take care of the moment and the moment is weightlifting.
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